I've been thinking about things I want to accomplish in 2012 and it's pretty much overwhelmed me. I have a hard time living my life for me. It's hard for me to be content when I see what others are doing and think I should be in the same place. I feel like I'm simply passing through. I get asked all the time when I'm going to have a baby. I understand it's a natural question but when I tell people I don't know probably not anytime soon, I feel like I have to give them an explanation. I shouldn't have to explain anything but the people pleaser in me feels like they deserve a reason. Honestly, dressing a baby in cute smocked outfits isn't enough of a reason to bring a child into this world and right now it's the only one I've got.
January is always a dreary month for me. I feel sad that the joy of the holiday season is all but over, college football is offically over and it's usually cold and rainy. I've jsut now started taking down my Christmas decorations. I just didn't want to give it up. I love how cozy my house is at Christmas and I wasn't ready to pack it away just yet. I rally enjoyed the holidays this year. I didn't get as stressed as I usually do. I think after 4 years of being married I'm finally getting the hang of gift buying and just the stress of two Christmases.
Anyways, enough of that crap...what have we been up to lately?
It's been a pretty good week. I can't believe we won again. It's a surreal feeling after the football I had to endure while I was a student. I'm so excited and proud! Roll Tide!