"All By Myself..." Is it really that bad?

Okay I'm not actually "all by myself" because I do have my husband...but you see he works weekends, and nights pretty much whenever I'm not working he is! It is so hard to hang out with my married friends when my husband is unavailable. I feel like such a loser! Then to make things worse my sister had to make me feel like crap because I didn't want to spend my last ten dollars for the week at the movies. I don't like going to the movies, especially during the weekends. My sister thinks I am anti social. I just hate paying all that money to go to a movie where I am going to be distracted by some kids walking up and down the stairs or someone on their cell phone. Plus I always feel bad when I go and do fun stuff while Patrick is at work. Especially if it is something that I think he would enjoy! Oh well I guess that's part of life. We're just thankful that he has a pretty secure job!